Strange Dreams

ok, so I fixed the roof problem myself. And while I am examining the roof I realized that I could see thru it. It has pinholes in it. So I guess I'm going to need to put on another layer of fiberglass and then gelcoat the roof. Unless someone can come up with a better suggestion. Dreams: Wondering about ex-son in law Marine. Moving on to dress blues and SGT stripes. Then down the base to the ocean to a sail boat and sailing unknown waters in an unknown boat to hawaii and further south. Hey I've read the sailor's handbook but that's as far as my experience goes. And truth be told the thought of being out of sight of land scares me. But not in my dreams. Very strange.

Another reason to cry

Or angry or frustrated or something. Now yesterday when I parked the motorhome it was fine. Then we had some hurricane wind's here in the valley. This morning the motorhome was a mess. The roof has started to come off. Now how much is this going to cost to get fixed. And who ever heard of the roof peeling off a motor home in the first place.
I'll add pictures later. This is sure going to put a dent in my camping trips.

Crying

Interesting dream. I dreamed I talked with my mom. When our conversation first started she was about 35 but she kept getting younger. When the conversation ended she was a teen. First time I cried since she passed away.

Ouch

Today I graduated from a 3 day motorcycle operators course class.
1st day bookwork
2nd day road work till lunch then bookwork.
3rd day road work till lunch then it started raining. Taking the final road test on wet pavement. Oh what joy oh what fun. And I passed. However no pictures of me on my ass with my training bike on top of me during the training/practice runs in the rain.

Oh well at least I have my sliced up boot to remind me why I should always wear boots when riding. I hate to think what my ankle would have looked like.

So now I'll be out riding my SCOOTER but not in the rain. I hate to think how sore I will be when I wake up in the morning.

I never understood why I could go over tree stumps until the instructor explained it. Being able to do a wheelie has something to do with it. But hey I don't think my scooter will be doing many stumps here in Nevada.

Difference between scooter and motorcycle? My scooter has ALL controls on the handlebars. No clutch, no shifting. Rear brake is left hand.

I printed out the training diagrams from the MSF motorscooter manual and we just happen to have a very large empty shopping mall a couple of blocks away so I can set up my very own personal training course. So who knows what S.E.E. stands for?

Bad Product Alert

Don't Buy the Bissell PowerSteamer 1697 it has one canister for both clean and dirty water. A Bladder is supposed to keep the 2 seperated. Well it did not work. The second time I went to fill it the dirty water was in the bottom of the tank and the bladder is not holding water at all. See the pictures below. Don't waster your $12O.00 plus dollar get a two tank machine.

The dirty water is supposed to be at the top with clear water at the bottom

Don't try to make me buy something

I am so Angry right now.
How many times have I heard "you have to spend money to make money." Well I've spent my money and been screwed for it.

People that trade stocks for a living want me to spend money for their training in order to make more money.

People that trade forex want me to "use my line of credit" in order to make more money.

I spent years getting out of DEBT and they want me to go back into debt. It takes at least 1 to 5000 to get started. training is only 3995.

How dedicated are you? How motivated are you? What monthly income do you want?
What seperates you from the pro's the Interbank, Corporations, and Hedge Fund managers.

So the Forex company I trade through only makes money if I am a successful trader. Too bad.

I paid for my electronics training. I paid for my slot tech training (twice) I've already put out way too much for Forex and stock training to no avail. Maybe it really is something I cannot learn. But hey I'm very stubborn. I will continue to attend every webinair, and free training course that I can.

I will "get" it. And I will become successful. I made $75.00 on one account this week and $15.00 on the other. And most of my money is in the one account I cannot get into. So maybe I'll just close that account. They are the ones that keep calling me anyway. "We are here to help" Yeah, for a fee. Like I told the guy If I had an Uncle that traded Forex I'd be at his side every damn day until I was successful.

One of those days

Did you ever have one of those days? You just kinda wonder Why am I alive? My life has not turned out like I wanted. What am I going to do with my self for the rest of my life?

I feel frustrated most of the time. I remember reading a book when I was a kid. The book was about a boy whose home was in a tree. All my life I have wanted to live either deep in the woods or right next to the ocean. So last year we buy a motor home and go out to the lake and the river. The lake was free. But damn the Motor Home never got cool enough. So you need a big SHADY tree to park under. The poor AC cannot handle the desert heat. The other problem was the people coming and going all hours of the day and night. Leaving their trash behind. Whatever happened to pack it in Pack it out. I dispise trashy people.

Same story at the river. It was only free because the campground want'd me to listen to a presentation and then buy a membership. I did not. The campground got quite after 10:00 PM Jetski's suck. And big speedboat's with people running them up and down the river. Finally found a nice quite little cove to swim in and some jackass on his jetski shows up and starts making waves.

So we are planning a trip to the ocean in April. The campground (state park) will be either $35 or $50 depending on the campsite. We shall see how that goes.

I'm not making money and it's pissing me off. My back hurts so I can't go for a run or a walk and that's pissing me off. Hey I think I got most of the crap off my mind. Maybe I can go back to work now.