One of those days

Did you ever have one of those days? You just kinda wonder Why am I alive? My life has not turned out like I wanted. What am I going to do with my self for the rest of my life?

I feel frustrated most of the time. I remember reading a book when I was a kid. The book was about a boy whose home was in a tree. All my life I have wanted to live either deep in the woods or right next to the ocean. So last year we buy a motor home and go out to the lake and the river. The lake was free. But damn the Motor Home never got cool enough. So you need a big SHADY tree to park under. The poor AC cannot handle the desert heat. The other problem was the people coming and going all hours of the day and night. Leaving their trash behind. Whatever happened to pack it in Pack it out. I dispise trashy people.

Same story at the river. It was only free because the campground want'd me to listen to a presentation and then buy a membership. I did not. The campground got quite after 10:00 PM Jetski's suck. And big speedboat's with people running them up and down the river. Finally found a nice quite little cove to swim in and some jackass on his jetski shows up and starts making waves.

So we are planning a trip to the ocean in April. The campground (state park) will be either $35 or $50 depending on the campsite. We shall see how that goes.

I'm not making money and it's pissing me off. My back hurts so I can't go for a run or a walk and that's pissing me off. Hey I think I got most of the crap off my mind. Maybe I can go back to work now.